When repairing the mecha, I will listen to the training, before going to bed, at dinner, at washing …
If you have a chance to listen, if you haven’t heard the last words, Ji Xinghe will listen carefully.
There is also a short conversation.
Su He asked, "Why do you listen to so many last words?"
Ji Xinghe replied, "Because this is their last sound."
"Aren’t you afraid of affecting your mood?"
"They’re not afraid."
"They are not afraid? What do you mean? "
Ji Xinghe did not answer.
Su He joined him in an interview with another person, Chen Xun, when the program of "The Old Man Stars and the Sea" was broadcast.
"Lieutenant Colonel Chen Xun, what do you think the sentence of Ji Xinghe School means?"
"When they left their last words, they knew that they were going to fight a narrow escape, but they were not afraid, so their last words would not make the people who heard them afraid."
"what kind of emotion will that make people feel?"
"Emotion is not appropriate" Chen Xun said, "We should believe in it because their last words are our beliefs"
Su He concluded, "Is the Xinghe School looking for faith from their last words?"
Chen Xun corrected, "That’s what I mean, but I don’t think Ji Xinghe School needs to look for beliefs. He has his beliefs."
"What is the belief of Ji Xinghe School?"
"He seeks strength from emotion, strength from sadness, strength from despair, and turning these strengths into hope. Spiritual will is his belief, his belief and hope in all hopes."
After this program, people in Blue Star knew that Ji Xinghe would listen to the last words. Although some people sneered that it was a show, such people could not influence Ji Xinghe or the soldiers who recorded the last words.
The location of "The Old Man, the Stars and the Sea" is not that everyone can watch it sooner or later.
Just like the former Hsuanchan, if they didn’t choose to take the initiative to attack the empire, they didn’t have their own lives to destroy the enemy’s logistics. When their communication was interrupted and resumed, they could see the ceremony of honoring Ji Xinghe.
Because this program became controversial because of Ji Xinghe, more and more soldiers left their last words with Ji Xinghe, and almost all of these last words were sent to Ji Xinghe.
There are always some people who will carry out the most dangerous, and finally they will supplement and record the real last words because they are in enemy-occupied areas and the communication equipment is destroyed … No one can hear them.
Go back to the blue star Ji Xinghe and listen to more last words when he has more. He thought that one day he would hear some very familiar people leave last words, and he also thought that he should be used to it by now.
But it was not until this day kept appearing that he found that he couldn’t get used to it.
After Chu Feng’s team’s last words, he divorced a year and ten months later, and he received another special last word for him.
He came from the first group of deaf Xinghe team members. After he arrived at the alien planet and landed at the No.6 base, he met the first group of disabled soldiers and even the wounded.
Because of his reason, he should retire or be deaf in other arms. I don’t know how much effort has been made to regain his qualification to drive the mecha.
And now he’s dead
"I have some regrets that the head of the regiment is not right."
The deaf voice was calm, as if he had received a crisis, and he did not hesitate to say’ yes’.
"I regret that I didn’t work hard enough. If I worked hard enough, I think I should be qualified to drive the general mecha like blind and lame people."
It is this sentence that makes Ji Xinghe feel as sad as the tide.
Because he knows how hard deaf people work.
Deaf talent is not high. He was programmed into the sequence of disabled soldiers. He was not deaf as simple as that. His otolith was also damaged.
Otolith is an important organ to control the balance of human body. In normal otolith, human life is three-dimensional when the human head moves. The three semicircular canals in the otolith spherical capsule are equivalent to three-dimensional stimulation of the three semicircular canals, which makes the human brain feel balanced and enables the brain to control the balance of the body.
In short, the disabled soldiers have lost their ability to control their balance.
Artificial otolith can make him live normally, just like blind artificial eyeball, lame mechanical leg, left-handed mechanical arm, lame artificial meniscus and so on.
But for the mecha, artificial otoliths are not enough, and artificial otolith capsules are not enough either.
The mecha, the strongest individual weapon in the Federation, won’t be driven by deaf people, but deaf people have become mecha again. At that time, Ji Xinghe didn’t have this face and special features.
It’s really hard to be deaf
"I still regret being the captain. If I’m not too weak, even if I sacrifice my players, I won’t sacrifice grace. Remember this sentence, if our army is wiped out, send it to our head.
I envy the talent of blindness and lameness. I envy Su Chuanyun and Andre. They are in good health. I envy Qin Tong and Harris. They are better than me from the beginning. I envy them. I also want to be them. I have to be them.
Because I am deaf in the Xinghe team, I am the head of the regiment and your team.
Colonel Lao Jibing has a question I’ve always wanted to ask you. Do you think I can change my strength if I work harder?
One emperor, two kings, three fairs and twelve princes … I also want to be two kings and one by your side.
I’m sorry, captain, I can’t shout our slogan with you anymore, but I’m really unwilling
Can you … tape my slogan? Please add my voice when our slogan rings again one day.
Colonel, I know you can be invincible without BGM, but I hope that because you are invincible, let me sound like you BGM.
Everyone has shouted slogans with me. "
"The name of Xinghe is invincible!"
That was the voice of thirty deaf players, but this was not the last time they shouted this slogan.
They didn’t go to war when the last words were recorded, but when the last words kept ringing in Ji Xinghe’s ears, they were wiped out.
There were ten teams, and a second team was annihilated in two months.
Ji Xinghe listened to 3,935 last words in two months, and 67% were mecha.
However, this is not the end, because the war is not over.
It’s been more than two years since the divorce star. When Ji Xinghe has more and more last words, he once again heard the last words of people he knows well.
"I thought about this day when I was deaf, because I worshipped the deaf two, and privately said that I didn’t want to be born on the same day in the same year, but I wanted to die on the same day in the same year. Speaking of it, I am still a little sorry for being deaf, because I lived for two more months.
Actually, Andre knew that the two of us wanted to join when we were sworn in, but we said that he was from another continent and he didn’t agree. Fortunately, we didn’t agree to die earlier because of him.